Sydney together

Hi my wonderful pink sisters.  Yesterday I rang my specialis's office (they were just about to call me) to find out the results of the CT scan.  All clear - what a relief (Bill could see a change in me instantly even though I thought that I was not showing any signs of worry)  I still have the back pain but what tha............I can take it a whole lot better now knowing that the chiropractor can help me when I go home.  I will wait to have it all explained to me but I think it must be degenerative spine issues. I will definately be working closely with her to get my old self back.  Never had any cortizone injections before but will do anything to get to Sydney and of course my fifth wedding anniversary celebrations the week before.  It sure is about quality of life - not only quantity.  On that note, I made a decision this morning that today is the last day of Arimidex for 2012 for me.  The Chiropractor found that I have practically no muscle strength and of course I ache all over most of the time.  I will give it a "go" and see if I can build up my strength without the side effects of Arimidex.  If it works to help my back then I will make another decision about the Arimidex in 2013.  I have tried lots of tests and interventions to elevate my aches and pains and the same conclusion always shows up - Arimidex.   Taking it out of the equation for 3 months may give me some other results.  Love you girls forever - meeting you all has been my blessing in life. XLeonie

You are such a little trouper.  Small in stature seems to build strength.  We will all be thinking of you on 26th and sending you love, support, strength and whatever else that you might need to "mend" you as quickly as possible.  Your amazing smile just emits strength and happiness - even if it isn't happiness for yourself you are sending it out to others.  We will miss you but will also know that next time we see you and have the opportunity of hugs that you will be "freeer" and SHINING as the old Lee that we have come to love.  You will never be alone now that you have US. XLeonie  PS  I am sailing along okay now that I know that my back pain is not coming from any sinister.

We try to be up and positive most days, but then some things are just not fair! Lee, you are such a bubbley fun loving person. I remember  at the BCNA events ,when ever I looked your way,  there was always a huge smile on your face. You were enjoying every moment bonding with the girls. We will miss you in Sydney. You may be far away in distance, but you are there beside us in our hearts.

I will be thinking of you on the 26th and sending you healing thoughts for a speady recovery. XXXXX Ann

We try to be up and positive most days, but then some things are just not fair! Lee, you are such a bubbley fun loving person. I remember  at the BCNA events ,when ever I looked your way,  there was always a huge smile on your face. You were enjoying every moment bonding with the girls. We will miss you in Sydney. You may be far away in distance, but you are there beside us in our hearts.

I will be thinking of you on the 26th and sending you healing thoughts for a speady recovery. XXXXX Ann

Hello my wonderful, distant :-( friends. I've just had a quick read through all these messages above. I didn't hear about the bus crash. That is horrible and so unfair. I can't believe it.

Leonie, how are you now?   You are going through so much. I'm glad the other ladies have been able to keep in touch with you and send loving thoughts your way. Lots of love from me too. XXXXXX

I haven't been on BCNA for a long time. I've been dealing with grief and stress lately. I'm working hard at finding " the old Lee". She pops her head out here and there. Wine tends to help.  I hope she comes home to stay soon!

My double mastectomiy is booked for September 26th. Having lat dorsi and saline expanders. Not a whole lot to look forward to in the short-time but next year will just have to make up for it!

Ovaries and tubes next term...maybe hysterectomy. Any advice from those who have walked this path previously?

I wish I could be there in Sydney. I would love to see you all and hug you all again!

Take care of each other, like I know you do anyway!

Love, Me. XXX

Woohooo!! You are sounding much brighter Leonie:) Great that you could have your back re aligned. Sounds like something they do to cars! I think I need some adjustments too:) Wishing you happy times ahead.

So sad to hear the news from Tasmania, the whole state will be in mourning. Distance is our tyranny living in Australia. We love the beauty of our country and the freedom we have, but sometimes we have to travel a long way for treatments, which does add an extra worry. Ours is often a journey in more ways than one.

On a happier note, found some very garrish bright pink nail polish to wear in Sydney... look out here we come!!!

Thats the way, pack the bags, CAREFULLY and go an have some p n q for both of you - you sound chipper already !! Hope the 90% is YOU and yeppo Kez, she has to 'frock up' or else - just kidding love you all dearly, what lovely wise words Ann, bye for now all of you xxxx

Hi girls,  Had my CT scan today.  All went well and I haven't heard from the specialist so fingers crossed that all is good.  I went to the chiropractor.  She is amazing.  Went through all my history right from childhood and then sent me off for an xray of my whole spine.  I have just returned from an appointment where she has adjusted me (with a medical tool and moving table).  I then went to the supermarket to get some gluten free food and whilst sitting here she has just phoned to see how I am.  Apparently the process aligns the body and I will either feel fabulous or worse (90% feel fabulous).  Hoping to be in the 90%!!!!!.  I will now go and pack my bag for 1770.  Chat soon- when I am feeling much better!!!!!XLeonie

Hi girls,  Had my CT scan today.  All went well and I haven't heard from the specialist so fingers crossed that all is good.  I went to the chiropractor.  She is amazing.  Went through all my history right from childhood and then sent me off for an xray of my whole spine.  I have just returned from an appointment where she has adjusted me (with a medical tool and moving table).  I then went to the supermarket to get some gluten free food and whilst sitting here she has just phoned to see how I am.  Apparently the process aligns the body and I will either feel fabulous or worse (90% feel fabulous).  Hoping to be in the 90%!!!!!.  I will now go and pack my bag for 1770.  Chat soon- when I am feeling much better!!!!!XLeonie

You will never step over the line.  We know how it works. We all know each other very well.  It is hard to be ill when you have a strong independant character and don't want to succumb.  All will be good so long as I take it easy. XLeonie