Oh shitsticks @Brenda5 !
If you didn't have a heart and anxiety problem before, that performance would bring them on.
I've always enjoyed your candour and humour, and I hope those two personality traits will help you drag yourself through this.
You are nobody's fool and it is just wrong to that you have to second guess everything then get the default answer, when they can't figure it out, its all in your head'
Yep, it can be all in our heads. But rarely. It would be nice to see all other avenues investigated before that decision is made.
Good luck. You are, as me granny used to say, a good egg. Mxx