I am sorry to hear of your diagnosis also.I was diagnosed last sep. 2nd,and I still remember that day as if it was yesterday.I was so scared,I could hardly function for the rest of the day,and I kept breaking down in tears.As the other ladies have said,try to keep busy with your day to day things,until you see the doctor.I am sure you will find that once you have seen him,you will begin to feel more in control.I was told the exact same thing by the ladies on here,and they were right.Go walking,clean the house,do stuff with the children.Whatever it takes!I found the nights the worst,and I would sometimes come on this network,and read other posts.You will notice that a lot of posts on here are written in the wee small hours:)Take care Federica,and be sure to let us know how you are getting on.Big hugs.xoxo Robyn.