Hi @Cora
I am so sorry to hear about your partner not stepping up as required.
I found that my husband really helped me through the whole shitfest that is cancer - just as I would have helped him.
we were married and had actually made the “ in sickness and in health”vow but it doesn’t really matter - if someone really loves you they should be there to support you.
I am a person who has always been very resilient but when I got my diagnosis I went to pieces and my GP actually referred me to a psychologist - I found a couple of sessions with her very helpful - maybe that’s something you could consider.
sending you virtual hugs.
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