Hi @Cora, so sorry you have had this terrible week. Breast cancer is hard enough. Surround yourself with people who really support you and care for you. This is a tough gig and very emotional. I hope you are less sore and you are healing physically. Sometimes it's good to chat to a counsellor to help process everything. Many of us have done that to help us get through treatment. It may be a good idea for you. Something to consider given the big emotional issues you are facing. I am sure the hospital would be able to guide you on that. Take care π