Stop The Bullshit!!
I am so glad I got to 5 years, and I am hoping to another! My breast cancer was trying to kill me! I fought hard, but I also recall the moments where I caved and wished I would die! Every one around ...
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TonyaM said:Hi Gayle, I remember being online with you years ago.You had a crappy time with chemo and its aftermath- not to mention all the other health issues you have to deal with. Some days are just bad days aren't they.I hear you about the mastectomy blues.I don't undress in front of my hubby either- now that would really be a passion killer! ( in my mind anyway) But we are still ok in that department. My gut and liver aren't quite the same since treatment.I stopped Tamoxifen after 4 years cos I was getting so many health problems. My oncologist suggested it was me just aging! Ofcourse he would!! Well Gayle,you are in good company here with us disfigured, decrepit and broken bodied women. But our spirits are strong and feisty- don't lose that darl.xxx
Hi Tony! It has been a longtime, and I have actually been really good...in between... lol I just had enough of days feeling great, then wake up feeling like Ive had chemo!! ,,, That whole dry sticky mouth, dry sore eyes, weird kind of spaced out tired feeling, and flat as a pancake! ... I actually read something about certain long term chemo drugs attaching themselves to blood cells, just some, and that's why we feel shit. Every now and then it's like a period cycle. I strongly believe this!