I am coming up to my 1 year anniversary this month and believe me the last year has been a real learning curve for me.
I had surgery, chemo more surgery then radiation and am now on hormone suppresents and having my ovaries and tubes removed this Friday. So believe me its been quite a ride, I have just returned to work after 7 months sick leave.
I have come to terms with the fact there are no guarentee's, whilst going through my breast treatments they found cancer in my kidney, I was so scared I wondered why does cancer like me so much. You could drive yourself crazy and still not get answers, so as Deanne put it you do what you can and live every day as best you can.
Its scary, but Iblieve me we all have that fear, its normal once you have been through what we all have.
Take care
Donna