Hi Wheeliegal
Welcome to this great site where you are never alone with your thoughts and feelings 1
Make a list of questions (no question is silly) and have someone with you to take notes and listen as well. You will, like all of us, be in a bit of a fog at times and may not hear everything.
Your team will get it sorted as long as you ask ask ask and cover your options. As those 'what ifs' rather than leave an appointment being unsure of anything. Ask until you can fully understand what they are saying.
Above all, be on line regularly to keep us updated and vent when you need to. Best to vent on here and get it out of your system. Good to have a cry, don't hold anything in.
Take care. Keep in touch.
Summer :-)