A good book takes your mind of things l craved lemonade lol , nice handcream l just loved that little luxury and ask if they have the free zolta cushions for under your arm they look like the travel cushions you put round your neck but they go under your boob amazing. Hopefuly the breast care nurse has rung you about your post surgery bra they are amazing. And do the exercises they give you they are invaluable. Good luck we are all wishing you well. Adean xxxx ps lm 5 years post so this will be a past memory for you one day too.