Welcome to the online network.THE most amazing place as far as I am concerned:) I finished my chemo 2 weeks ago,but I definitely remember being where you are at the moment.I had a mastectomy,but decided against reconstruction.I definitely agree with the other ladies.Always take someone to appointments or write things down.As you get further along,there will be so many things to remember and questions to ask.The book that Tine66 mentioned,really is very good.Just take one day at a time,and come on here,any time that you need help or support.There is always someone here to give good advice.All the best. xoxox. Robyn