Well it's not what you would expect for the new year, but we never know what's ahead of us, first of all make sure you put yourself first ,lots of us worry about everything else and those around us, but don't forget to be kind to yourself. i did not take enough time out but thought returning to things would make me normal again. twit! Make sure you get the my journey kit from here it's invaluable through the time, I don't know if you have a partner, but the pamphlet i wish i could fix it,which is downloaded from here is also great. And of course this sight is great. Yes waiting is the worst and all sorts of things go through you head, stupid thoughts mostly. Try to keep busy lots of us will tell you we had the cleanest houses! The time will go quick ,your life becomes filled with appointments, but you do look back and think I can't believe it felt like yesterday. I myself 17 months down the track Regards adean