@kezmusc
Goodness don't be so hard on yourself. Yes before this it was the occasional panadol and letter putting me on a guilt trip for being overdue for a pap smear. It's a heightened awareness we have of our bodies and reactions after what they put us through.
I have tamoxifen related aches and a right foot that gives me curry!
You're in a position of firsthand experience working a surgical ward.
Have confidence in your medicos. That's what those patients you work with have to have.
Take time out to dwell and reflect and hopefully you'll conclude well thank goodness that was detected and I'm getting better every day.
Take care. Sending you a virtual hug xx