Hi Everyone

hi

the hardest i found returning to work was the fact that i had been working for 12 yrs and had the horrible feeling that it was up to me to fit in again, even though i had been still helping out the girl that did my job while i was off by calling in every now and then. Everyone was nice and just going along doing their jobs but when i returned it was the little things that was most upsetting eg the boss didn't discuss things with me and would just email me things that had to be done or the girls would not ask me things that they would have before, it is really hard to explain the awful feeling you get. even now after 2 years i still feel either like an outsider or like i am the new person there at times. Sometimes i think maybe i went back too quick or not soon enough, im just not sure which is best. Also the chemo brain was a factor too, i only work 8 till 2 doing office work at a veterinary clinic but by 12 i get tired and some days the brain just seems to fog up  and can't think anymore.