Healthy Mind & Feeling Good But Why?
I've been told all mixed news this week and await further tests. I don't want to find out. Only had a couple of negative biopsies yet I've never felt fitter. I'm strong, Ride my horse nearly every sec...
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Thank you all so very much. Today was better. Had pet scan and while it was happening I closed my eyes the whole 18 minutes. I rehearsed 3 equestrian dressage tests in my mind that I used to ride in competition. Each take 6 mins. I tried to picture myself and my buckskin horse Lucky riding up the centre line to salute the judge. Next thing a voice over a speaker said, "We're done you can get up now!" So this afternoon with all the nuclear juice I got hold of my cowboy trainer and got back on my horse Lucky. I had my right hand holding my sore boob from the biopsy last week and held the reins in the left. I asked my trainer to help me get Lucky super soft and easy for me to ride today and manage if I get weak later. And sure enough, Lucky kindly helped me out! This is my distraction. Everything goes away during these times :) xxx