Thanks so much everyone. @gizmo I really appreciate the kindness. @Sister good luck and learn from my mistakes! @Afraser I hadn’t thought about the fact that I may actually be feeling differently rather than just coping poorly. @primek so good to remember that I have options.
Does anyone go to support groups? I tried to find one locally but haven’t heard anything back and don’t know if they’re even still active.
Wish i I could write more but I’m super drained. Will prob read your msgs again later so thank you thank you thank you!