Hello Darling, How you doing at the moment? Well arent you being sent through the wringer with the Big C. You can always rely on your doctors to be on holidays when you need them. I loved you novel by the way.. It's much better than mine..but its so good to get it all out and out of your head.
I wish I had both my breasts removed at the same time. I feel so lopsided. I''m not planning on reconstruction. I have had my kids and they are just extra weight I can do without.
Its very sad about your old breast surgeon ending up as a cancer patient himself. Cancer doesnt care who it picks on. Young old doesnt care.
How the hell do you "manage uncertainty"? Its easy for the doctor to say things like that but does he give you any idea how to do this. You have 4 kids and you have been through the cancer process once and about to do it again. Every ache and pain and lump you freak out and a dr say that. Unbelievable!!! I'll get off my soap box now.
Hope you are feeling ok
Take Care :)
Chrissy D xox
