Susie9
7 years agoMember
Feeling down
Hi,everyone,just an update..went back to PS yesterday,i now have nipple necrosis and have to go back to surgery tomorrow to remove dead skin and make sure there are no other issues.he was going to do ...
O my @Susie9 reading your first post it was as if you were taking the words straight out of my brain. I was diagnosed last February and you would of thought that the first thing I would of done when leaving the Dr's surgery was to throw the packet of smokes in the bin, But instead I lit one up. The thing that frustrates me in my case was I stopped 3 days before my operation and didn't smoke while in hospital. Could of because believe it or not there was a smoking area on the grounds. So 8 days smoke free. And I didn't find it to hard. Leaving hospital YEP lit one up. Like you are I feel guilty/ashamed/stupid. I have cut down. But just can't seem to give it up completely. It's almost as if I think BC took so much its not taking that as well.
Good luck with everything.
Jan xxxx