I wish someone had told be about this forum when I was diagnosed... instead I ranted all my emotions and feelings in a journal first and now in the form of poems. It sure would have been lovely to have vented here and not been judged but supported... what doesn't kill you makes you stronger eh?! My late mother (who also passed from BC) would also have said "no rest for the wicked and only the good die young!!" God, that being the case I'm going to go down in the Guinness book of records as the longest living woman!! Woo hoo! :D :p :) :o :#