Scanxiety is real ladies and the anniversaries are scary but I promise you as my years have gone on it has been less stressful.....
I dont get Mammo's as no boobs I get a u/sound only
I dont think we ever feel no anxiety at this time each year for us....
But I do know I am 6yrs plus out now and I am doing ok I still self check my chest wall and underarms for any irregularities etc.
it is like a few have stated above still raw emotions for you accept this and allow your body and emotions to acknowledge the horrendous year that has gone behind you now.... Knowing that you are now a Warrior who will gain strength step by step as you travel the path in front of you.
Keep a focus on the future what is the plans you have set for yourself and family into the future ....
in Sept 2012 they said aggressive BC and I thought omg I wouldn't see my daughter finish high school This year she has finished 3yr UNI and has another year to go .....
I plan my future to be as good as I want it ... yes we all get bumps in the road but we also know how strong we are ... We fought Bc and Won...
Hugs
SoldierCrab