Having gone through what feels like what has been a multitude of first anniversaries between the two of us since July it's nice to know I've come through it ok. Each time the next anniversary was reached I'd become moody, more reflective and then it would pass. After Fred's one year appt we felt drained, so good to have another zero psa, after mine, it took me a few days for it to sink in and the tears of relief to come. Now, I'd just like my sleep to readjust itself! Next year will be better...