Hi Jeska welcome to the site, my heart goes out to you. Talk to your mum and tell her how you feel, ask her if you can ask some of the hard questions wih her there or if she would rather you do it alone. Take care of yourself as well, the stress for all of you is high.
It is a hard road I think in some ways it is just as hard for family members because we are the patient and some how it is different.As the patient I felt some sort of calm and dispair all rolled up. I know that sounds strange but it is hard to explain. Good luck and give your mum a hug and ask for help
