@melclarity Yes I do agree. I've always taken on a lot when I do work and know I am not presently up to it, just managing my basic home stuff is s struggle. I also work in mental health and quite frankly don't have the mental energy to deal with this aspect either. It's not a job you can half do. I too had hoped to work through chemo and became very stressed and felt very guilty when I couldn't. Whilst stories of the lucky ones who breezed through chemo ...great for them...doesn't make life for us who can't any easier. I hope to return next month on 4 hours a day and see how it goes. Thanks for the support.