HI ,so sorry to hear of your recurrence - an can relate to how you feeling.I have just been diagnosed with new breast ca in opposite breast at 5yr check up.
Had high grade dcis rx with lumpectomy and radiation ,now have grade 1 er+pr+ her2 - in opposite breast.
Am feeling so betrayed by my body and petrified of thsi happening a 3rd time.
still deciding on treatment but thinking of skin,nipple sparing mastectomy for new cancer, not sure what to do for old as more difficult as had radiation.
I also have a son doing his HSC so decided not to tell my kids till he has finished.
Have told 2 friends but sadly they have not been v supportive,my hubbie is great but doesnt really understand how scared I am feeling