A little hurdle

Hi Amanda,  I have only just seen your blog.  So shocked to hear your news.  I am sending all my positive vibes to you.  You are such a wonderful and beautiful person who has helped so many others.  This disease is such a b..........It is always lingering. Each of us would think that whilst on treatment  it is held at bay.  No we can't have that luxury.  I told my Medical Oncologist yesterday that I would never have chemo again.  He said never say never.  I told him that I would need a lot of convincing and is he the man to do it?  After reading your story, I am staying with my gut feeling.  We are all guinea pigs as there is such a diverse range of bc.  It is so out of control.   I am saying a prayer for you Amanda.  I know with your strength you will get through this hurdle.  On the form for my next lot of scans my surgeon has mentioned metatastic bc.  It scares me to bits.  My scans before chemo were clear as well so let's see what the next ones bring. None of us can let our guard down - not for a minute.    I hope from all the comments you feel the love that we are all sending to you - you are so special. XLeonie