Surgery day
So my surgery day has arrived.
I don't no how to feel ,I've hardly slept a wink I found myself scrubbing the bathroom at 3am then writing a letter to my children .. I guess I was trying to distract my mind of what lays ahead of me today ..Mixed emotions the last few weeks since diagnosis has been crazy ..I'm usually a strong person but will admit this has blown that right out of the water for me ..
I no you ladies have been here and or are still going through it also and to have you all here to read your stories and to no we are all fighting this battle together and support each other is truely amazing..
Well I guess all I can do now is to meet this bitch of a cancer head on and to show it who's the boss ..I want it out and gone but I'm terrified of what my body is going to look like when I wake up later today ..
Please keep me in your prayers today and let's all kick this cancers arse together
Sending love 💕💕💕
I don't no how to feel ,I've hardly slept a wink I found myself scrubbing the bathroom at 3am then writing a letter to my children .. I guess I was trying to distract my mind of what lays ahead of me today ..Mixed emotions the last few weeks since diagnosis has been crazy ..I'm usually a strong person but will admit this has blown that right out of the water for me ..
I no you ladies have been here and or are still going through it also and to have you all here to read your stories and to no we are all fighting this battle together and support each other is truely amazing..
Well I guess all I can do now is to meet this bitch of a cancer head on and to show it who's the boss ..I want it out and gone but I'm terrified of what my body is going to look like when I wake up later today ..
Please keep me in your prayers today and let's all kick this cancers arse together
Sending love 💕💕💕
