Here's to my Journey!!
31/10/2011
Halloween
How appropriate! Today I find out I've got mucinous cancer of the L breast and I have to have surgery. Well I wasn't surprised as I checked out the films before my appointment and could tell they showed up as cancerous. My lump is about 3 cm or a bit bigger and hopefully I won't have to have too many lymph nodes removed.
I'm pretty cool about it all as I've worked in the cancer area for over 3 years and know what's ahead. You see I have alot of medical experience and have worked for the past 20 years as either a Receptionist/Secretary or Practice Manager in various Medical clinics.
However I have to admit I was a bit shocked. We had no family history of cancer and I don't smoke so I was more than perplexed as to why I was the "lucky" one! Anyway nothing I can do about it now except take it on the chin and get on with life.
When I worked at Peter Mac I could always tell who was positive and who were not. Although I was just the receptionist (not a treating person) I am a very astute person with a fair degree of intuition and observation. It was those who dealt with the diagnosis positively and who were prepared to fight that were the ones that got through treatment in best possible way (if there is such a thing).
I really believe that if you are positive and challenge yourself inwardly to beat this thing then you will triumph. And that's what it's all about isn't it? Human spirit....Just cause the body has thrown a spanner in the works doesn't mean our spirit has to give in too.
Sure there are going to be days when each and every one of us will struggle. And that's ok - after all we are human! But if you believe in yourself and whatever faith you have, then I feel certain you'll beat it.
Just like I intend to.
So this is my first entry in what will be a daily blog which will chronicle my journey as I fight to beat this cancer. I hope you can follow me along the way.