chemo or port side effects help: throat tight and constricted, pressure/heaviness in the chest
can chemo delivered straight into the heart artery be different in side effects than the arm veins? has anyone experienced any complications because chemo was delivered through the port rather than the arm veins? i'm talking about the difference between an arm vein and the heart vein. does anyone know if there's any difference at all in side effects because one goes straight into your heart? can chemo delivered through the heart vein cause heart problems compared with the arm vein?
since i got my port i've had symptoms from ac chemo no one can explain. and i dont know if its the chemo or the port or what... my chest feel pressured then that night my neck and face feels swollen or constricted or circulation cut off, that kind of feeling, then i'm stuck with a feeling of throat constriction (like i'm being strangled) for 2 weeks... feeling like i have a pair of invisible hands choking me at my throat is ... i can't even explain how i am still living... its the first time in my life i have thought that i'd be better dead. i've also had really horrible heartburn indigestion... its been hard to eat, hard to sleep and harder to keep my mind on anything else this past month... i had my last ac chemo last week, so next will be taxol... i am hoping that its not the port that is causing this but not one doctor can explain what is happening to me and one even said to me that its "all in your mind". to say that i am distressed is a gross understantement.
please emphasis that i can't "see someone else" or seek a second opinion. NO ONE can help me. NO ONE knows what is happening to me. i have NO ONE to talk to who can understand or can explain what is happening to me. not oncologists that i've seen the past month since this has happened. not my surgeon, not the port doctors, not the nurses, not my GPs, not the internet, no one. i have to adhere to rules and not talk about my mental state in a way that triggers others, but its been 1 month of hell on top of the other side effects of chemo.