Hello and welcome:):) What you are feeling is perfectly normal.I didn't want chemo to finish,not because I wanted to keep experiencing it,but because I felt more secure whilst I was going through it.As soon as you finish,a lot of people think that you are just fine again!! It has taken me quite some time to get to where I am now,and I feel .GREAT.I am 18 months past treatment.This network has been my lifesaver.I come here most days,sometimes for a minute or two and sometimes longer.It helps me a lot,and I hope I help others,Please stay in touch.Cheers Robyn xox