so lovely to see your positivity... many find this dilemma so difficult. But I have always believed we are never chosen to endure anything we cannot deal with, it is with this constant thought that my family and i continue to live with advanced cancer everyday. Some days are much harder than others (especially thru a treatment phase) but there are always those wonderful days when the children rush in from school with a big hug and excitedly tell me something from their day, or we all enjoy a day out together, or we just sit and watch a dvd at home..it's ALL GOOD....like i always tell others (when they comment on my positivity) "I still don't like the alternative!"
good luck with your treatment
Sam :) xxx