What an amusing read!It is almost impossible to carry on as usual,when you are at the beginning of your journey.As time goes on,you definitely get into a routine of sorts,and BC takes it's place alongside other stuff.As for chemo,I like the "expect the worst but hope for the best" outlook.Some ladies do work,even if just on their good days.One thing that you can do to help you get through chemo,is take time out of every day to do some regular exercise such as walking.As you will get told at chemo education,exercise alleviates fatigue,and it is the single one thing that made chemo OK for me:) All the best for the coming weeks,and be sure to stay on here and let us know how you are going.Cheers Robyn.xox