Will I be ok?

Hi. I just joined yesterday, so maybe a bit late to the party. I got my right breast removed & then an expander inserted,unfortunately it got badly infected, so I ended up being flat on that side. But I now wish that I got my left breast removed, even though there was no disease. In my opinion it would just make my life easier. It's a pain in the ass trying to get my right side to match my left side. I was swimming once & wore a prosthesis & looked down at what I thought was a jellyfish but it was my prosthesis floating away from me. I've always pictured someone from the otherside of the world picked my prosthesis up & wondering what the hell it is. So that was the last time I wore one. I have also found they are hot & heavy.  I just wish I was given that option to go flat. All the very best to you lovely lass. 💛