I'm still up too. I also remember the unknown of the start of chemo. In the days leading up to it, I was sooooo dreading it but, funnily enough, on the day I was quite calm. I guess I knew I had to have it so I resigned it to. The first one is always the hardest but you will soon get into a routine. You'll know what to expect. I remember reading from one of our Pink Sisters' posts recently to think of the chemo as shrivelling up those nasty little bugger cancer cells and killing them which is a great way to think of it. You'll do just fine Robyn. Hopefully you'll come through without too many side effects. I'm sending you big hugs for tomorrow.
Lots of love
Janey xxx