I smiled when I read about looking at boobs. I did this a lot too as I was having a bilateral mastectomy with immediate delayed reconstruction. I thought I was going from a 14 E/F to a 14C. Turns out I am a DD...but that's not my final boob... await that Monday. ..I digress...yes I looked a lot wondering what I would be like after. I was pleasantly surprised with my appearance and fortunately even though no nipples I felt comfortable with my bew body and the change. Looking forward though to my softee changever though.