Hi Lythe, waiting for results is one of the hardest parts of this journey, roller coaster ride or what ever you want to call it.
It’s a bloody awful time, we all know how you are feeling, we get it.
I use to keep myself busy, listening to my favourite music, go for a lovely drive in the hills with the family, gardening, a good book, a funny movie.
I also found mediation very helpful, concentrating on my breathing, taking a deep breath in and slowly exhale, repeat that a few times.
I found at these times especially taking something to help me sleep better, I was able to cope with things much better with a goodnight sleep.
Enjoy your day tomorrow with your husbands birthday.
Stay positive, you’ve got this shit.....
Sending hugs xx