Waiting for surgery results

Agree with @primek. I feel like the last couple of months all I do is wait. I am now waiting, after surgery number three which included a mastectomy, to see results from this last op as to whether it was a success and what further treatment I may or may not need. I will find out Tuesday morning. It is tough it really is. But try, as hard as it can be, to be in the present.  I am trying to do that. I agree about curling up in bed till Tuesday morning but that won’t help anyone. So I just try and do things to take my mind off it. It is always there but one day one hour one minute at a time honey. Enjoy your hubbies birthday, try not to overthink things. When my journey first started with finding a small lump two months ago I was positive it was nothing. So now I just think whatever way it turns I will get through it. I do a lot of visualisations - I love the beach so when things get too muddled in my head I imagine myself swimming at my favourite beach. It does give me a few mins of peace and then I just try and press on. But know you are not alone honey. We are with you xxx