Twice surgery and I dont remember going under

I remember getting onto the table with all the lovely staff saying hello and introducing themselves and tucking me in. Then a mask on my face just getting me to relax and slow breathe and that was it. In recovery I vaguely remember my arms hurting then they gave me some more pain relief then the next moment I was on the ward. That was the eady part. It was the waiting I found difficult. Guess we are all different. Kath x