@Shaylls
Agree with Socoda Melclarity and Share...
Totally normal reaction - I had and continue to have moments as I was healthy fit and active prior to diagnosis. To see my "new" body now is hard to look at - the mental side of things takes a while to come to terms with...I let the tears out at times wondering where the old me went?
No point being brave and strong for everyone else all the time - as a woman we need to be able to show our vulnerability and fragility and lean on others when necessary that's where the other ladies on this site understand what we are feeling and going through helps a lot and makes us feel less alone through this whole ordeal.
Big hugs x