@Shaylls
I'm with Socoda!!!! Ive been down this road twice in 5yrs and honestly, feel the same...its mindblowing psychologically when you weren't sick or unwell to begin with...yet you go through the trauma of surgery, specialists, results, treatment etc., Absolutely normal!!! yes there will be many moments like that, it can be overwhelming, you are human, so just make sure you have people you can talk to. I didnt have alot of support just a few and my Breast Care nurse was wonderful and removed from my life which was better. Loved ones care and want to help, but unfortunately its sooo hard as they just dont have the understanding on every level what youre going through. Hugs xoxoxo Melinda