Hi Racheal,
I am also at Peter Mac and have found that they are all just the most wonderful people. They have looked after me so well. I have been scared off and on throughout this process but I try and stay as positive as I can. However it's entirely natural to have fears. You will have ups and downs. I had two different lumps in my left breast at the same time, a triple negative one as well as an oestrogen and HER2+ one. So I'm having two treatments at the same time as well. I must admit that this still scares me but I believe I am in the best of hands and am doing all I can. Take it one day at a time. Be kind to yourself. Lots of love.
Janey