Hi girls :) firstly Liz I tried to private message you last week with my gmail address, I'm not sure if it worked but if you let me know that would be good.Ann I bet your glad your nearly finished? Can I ask is it what you didn't like about your recon. I'm guessing is it they are harder than b4 or the scars, shape? Do u think nipples will make you feel better once they r done? Unfortunately I had lovely boobs and now boob :/ so I'm hoping for a good result. The oly thing I've requested is to not have them as big as they were b4. I've gotta say my anxiety about the op is increasing and although I'm very busy, it's in the nights when I go to bed and start dreaming. When I woke that night I actually thought to myself I need to cancel the op. I just don't know, if I cancel I will be frustrated with myself but I can feel the tension in my body building . I guess it's because unlike the first op where u don't have a choice, this is by choice . And having to wake 16wks has been hard. I'm kind of back where I was just after my opbwhen I said I wouldn't b doing any of this again but yet here I am. I'm sure it will pass . Just got to keep breathing. Xx