@LisaJHM Waiting is never fun. Whether it is for the good (like dessert) or the bad (having to eat brains) As you can see, I think in terms of food. Are you able to go for a massage? Just get them to avoid the surgery or cancer area. Walk on the beach in the bracing weather and it is enough to clear all thoughts from your head. Make yourself a decadent dessert that is complicated but sounds really yum. Or if, unlike me, you don’t do dessert, what about a fancy savoury dish? Do something deserving for you. Big hugs.