more surgery
going in for more surgery tomorrow morning, not looking forward to it as they want to cut out more of the area where the cancer was. So over it all. I am starting to feel like a science experiment. I...
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so sorry to hear what you are going through. I just can't believe what us women are going through. It makes me so angry that we have to get bits and pieces cut off our bodies to make us better from this absolutely A**hole of a disease.
I start radiation therapy in a month. I seriously want to discuss not having it with my Breast oncologist. They also want to put me on this Tamoxifen for 5 years. I am totally drawing the line at taking it. I have excepted the chemo, the 2 operations, removal of 10 lymph nodes and radiation therapy (maybe not). I have strong feelings about all this treatment but not many share my point of view so I feel stuck between a rock and a hard place.
I actually feel so confused and like I am betraying myself and what I believe. I sometimes don't know who to trust or who to believe when it comes to the right treatment path to take. I pray to god I have made the right decisions with the treatment I have allowed my body to have. Not sure if others understand where I am coming from.