Sending a big cyber (((hug))) Blossom. Don't forget, aside from the mental shock of losing your breast or breasts, you have just had major surgery and the anaesthetic too. Your poor body has been sliced and diced, blood lost and the drugs used to keep you under all combine to cause a massive shock to your body. Give yourself time to mourn your loss, and give yourself time to adapt to a different body. Be kind to yourself, and remember, it will get better. Your new tribe here will always be here to support you, hold your hand (albeit electronically), and to cheer you on.