@jennyss Thank you for your wishes. Yes am doing better now thank you. I am so thankful for this forum. I am sure I would feel very differently if I had all my questions and thoughts bottled up instead of being able to ask and share them. I am also holding onto my twisted sense of humour as well. Am about to buckle up as my chemo treatment has been brought forward from 4 weeks to start next Thursday 4 June. Wednesday 3 June I have a heart scan. Thursday 4 June I am getting a port in the morning and then start my first cycle of chemo in the afternoon. Cheers Locksley.