Hi Lorraine, never doubt your decision because that is the best one for you. I would have had a double but my surgeon didn't want to do it as there was no cancer in the other breast. I didn't really care about that I just don't want to have to this a second time. Having said that we are talking about it now so my boobs match. I had a goldilocks mastectomy which has left me with what the surgeon described as a 'man boob'. It is really good so we will even me up. I don't care what anyone thinks of my decision because I will be happy to reduce my risk of recurrence. Maureen