Trying to get through the journey of growing my hair back

Before cancer my hair was straight, greyish and short.  I did not colour it. After losing my hair from chemotherapy  I was surprised to find myself quite enjoying being bald, it was so easy. It grew back very soft and fine, first white hairs  then dark so I was grey again.  It was finer but after I stopped tamoxifen it became thicker. It is now just like it was before cancer, only greyer, which I don’t mind. I never got a curl which was a disappointment because I always wanted curls.  My hairdresser said it usually takes two cuts to get back you normal hair and she was right in my case.  I don’t mind being grey and I am grateful my hair is much the same as before.