Hi, first chemo next Thursday....and trying to not focus on it too much. Even though I know I should be concerned about the chemo drugs etc, I am having trouble getting past the hair going. My hairdresser plans on cutting it from long to medium this weekend and then a couple of days later go the short style in preparation. I am also going wig shopping tomorrow in prep. So trying to have some control is okay but then I stop and look at my long lovely hair and I just cry. I hate this feeling. I know all the 'it will grow back' and 'you'll still be Susan' comments are meant to help but they dont. Anyway enough complaining, just wanted to share some feelings and enjoy my hair for another few days.