Oh Jacqui - please don't feel bad for feeling the way that your do! You have every right to feel uncomfortable.
We are all different. While I am happy to bare my head I'm shit scared of menopause! I'm getting hot flushes frequently now and I am worried about gaining weight and getting osteoporosis - we all have things that bother and/or worry us - it make us unique. Sometimes I feel like a washer woman with my scarves that I would rather be bald! Sounds like your wig is a good idea too - at least it is Winter and hopefully not too hot!
Take Care,
Amanda xx