One thing I haven't looked into yet is microneedling. I'm going to do a bit of research and see if it's worth a try if I can afford it.
We really become vulnerable to every crackpot idea in the desperation to get back to normal. I'm like my mother in law used to be with trashy advertising magazines and wasting good money on snake oil and whatever else comes along. I don't know how to just give up and accept that I will never be myself again. I did actually get referred to a psychologist a year ago. She had no idea what this feels like. It was really alienating actually to realise that almost nobody understands, not doctors, not most other cancer patients, and not even the psychologst. It doesn't happen to them. I've found about four other women on facebook who have been struggling with the same thing after the same drug and that's been good for me.