I'm sorry to hear about your hair problems. I have lost my hair now for the 3rd. time ! It is something you never get use to. The first time was about 20 years ago so I dont remember much about that time except that it grew back very grey and curly. Over the years it has become thinner but I dont think I had any bald patches. The second time was 5yrs ago and it took longer to grow back. Now I'm on Abraxane again so I'm as bald as a badger. Sometimes I forget I have no hair and go to brush it after washing my head ! I use Moo Goo shampoo as it is very gentle on the little bit of fluff that is starting to appear . Really ,I guess we are lucky to have these treatments that are keeping us alive. If only the side effects weren't so severe.